Monday, August 11, 2008

Lifeisrandom.

Hey hey you you! :p

Hmmm..I'm bored again, this is my 3rd post for today?
Well, I know much of you are pretty wondering how's Matriculation life and everything.
....Cos' most people expect me to be in a private college by now ? =.=

So, I decided to tell a little bit and here about my life so far. Just in case some of you, planning to proceed there next year.

Look, I've wanted to be a veterinarian for years, and the only path is local.
Private colleges don't offer veterinary courses locally, the nearest you can go is Australia.
But I chose this path to go locally anyway,
so it's either going back to school for form6/STPM or it's Matricution Program/Matrikulasi.
Mana taw such luck I got Matriculation, just 40 minutes away from Kuantan. AHEM :]
Plus who wants to go back to school? Da la my face black-listed T.T always sleep and ponteng :P

Orientation week was a mess, everything was just falling into the wrong places.
Racism, critism, suddenly came up.
Critism ; well students criticise the college for making such stupid rules.
Racism ; when the name list of physical science and life science came out at the end of the week..
Well, I applied for life science obviously, but did not get what I wanted.
It was pretty stressful cos' I hate Physics ALOT. kekeke!
Anyhow, after appealing only once,I got what I wanted. :]
And some people just have to come up with the idea,
that I got it cos I am a Bumiputera.

...It was kinda stressful when you hate racism and that moment you are kinda between the crisis.

There were few situations, where this girl, always looking sad ,
one day we happen to just say hi, and I asked her how was Matriculation going for her.
Then she began crying, that she hates it there. wakaka i just stood there,haha so useless :P
Homesick, and yes she didn't get the course that she wants.
SOON enough, I don't see her around cos I guess she decided to back to school.

You know.. when I think of it, I think she wasn't strong enough.
Homesick, everyone has it. I had it too, I cried a few times missing home,
so it's kinda usual that you're homesick but you can't make it an excuse to leave.
Cos eventually one day, you just gotta be independent.
I have friends that were so depressed during the first week,
and then now, they tell me that they don't want the course to end too soon.
And I have friends who wanted life science,but still proceeding doing physical science until now,
and still going strong.

..So , I guess its just a step to test our patience and strength?

Me, on the other hand,
was kinda stressed up during the first month..
Maybe I did not know how to planned my days well enough.
There is no way you can study on the weekdays in Matriculation,
cos you will have classes until late evening, up to 5pm,
assignments,homeworks,quiz,tests
extra-corricular
and more distraction : friends.
Yeah, when I have my friends around all the time, sometimes I just can't focus.

Besides,
with the racism thing going on,
people tend to talk about one another.
And my extra burden was to find friends that is willing to hang out with me,
I made a lot of friends,
Non-Malays, easy..
but leh, the only weakness I have is I don't speak Mandarin.
So, I usually feel really really left out with them.
I've tried my best to fit in, to understand, but sometimes I just don't click with them much.
Don't get me wrong, they are all nice people but sometimes people prefer to go with their own kind.
Ivink told me, that maybe they're just embarassed cos they don't speak English well,so its hard to communicate with me.
I understand ba.. but sometimes, I think you just have to put some effort in it, and have some manners,by not speaking everything in Mandarin and abandoning the alien one. kekeke!
But thanks to some of them who had patience, and tried to understand me . :]

The Malays on other hand..
Hahaha, I super-click with most of them.
And the cute thing was that they thought I don't speak Malay hehe,
and then got shocked of their life when they found out that Malay and Indon songs occupy half of my mp3 list in my phone :p
Back in secondary school, it was just normal ba that we listened to Malay songs. Right?
Carol listens..Nicole listens.. Karlisyle and Kerryn listens..Lisa listens..Ju Vin listens..
See, maybe its just different here. :]

I'm trying to point out that I had a tough time trying to adapt the life Im having now,
but now some of my friends there question me why am I going on so well there?
LOL.

HMMMM.... Trust me when one of you ever got Matricution next year, you will have the same situation.
But, I hope you know whats good and whats not to what you think, and do not follow the crowd. LOL.

Try to enjoy the one year you're having there dears, cos one year will be over soon. :]

Some recent photos :

Hadi trying to squash some cow's liver.
Liver experiment. yuck.
While waiting.
*Shoots*
During meeting.
HEHE i like short people. They remind me of Karlisyle :P
Spot Mery? :p
Durian party. yeah it was fun!
Yee Lee and me was responsible for some stuff so we got to wear the vest T.T

We found this notice.
I like wearing labcoats. miaw!
Hey I got some response for my Kate Perry videoclip :p
Ryan : I'm watching one of the video in your blog =) You really tak leh belah eh. =p You really cheer up my day.

Karlisyle : Ur self made kissed a girl video kinda gaya jugak! But I laugh lar, damn cute..wakaka!
Tasha : Aw..so cute!

Red : I like the video! You look so cute!

Khoi : Best la aksi porn you.

Random person : Alamak!

I'm happy when people are happy :]

Maths time. xoxos.

*again, do not get offended by the racism thingy.

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