Sunday, August 31, 2008

Step back.


I just read Karlisyle's post on that girl who fakes stories about her. Anna is pissed off* Look, if you're jealous that she's like a million time prettier than you, then just tell her. You don't have to go behind her back, and twist stories. Plus, breaking up friendships. If you're jealous that he is attracted to her although she's not single, then go look at the mirror and ask yourself the reason why. She's confident, and she is they way she is. That is why people love her, hey boyf loves her,her friends love her, he love her and Anna loves her. He don't like you because you're fake and childish. Only ppl like you have double faces and talk shyt about ppl. Don't try to act like you know her,because you don't. Stop judging if you don't know the truth. You don't know well enough to judge. You have no rights. At all. So step back, and leave her alone would ya?

Grr I really don't know why people just love to judge. Judge judge judge - you guys got nothing better to do is it? You guys think that you're that perfect is it? It is impossible to be flawless. We all have our own imperfection. And we tend to do mistakes- unintentionally. People do things and mistakes for a reason. They take responbilities for their own action, so it is obviously none of ur business to stick ur nose on people's lives like that. Don't cha have ur own life too?

I'll give you one perfect example that people just love looking down at. EASY, prostitutes. I know.. Define prostitute. A slut, a whore, a girl that sleeps around for cash. Right or not? But you guys ever think why some of them do that or not? I'm sure most of us don't. We often think that, oh that girl sleeps around,she's a slut. And then dot. You're not even curious about why they're sluts. How'd you know if they sleep around because they're forced to, or they're cashless, or they have lack of self esteem and they just want the attention? OH ,then you might then think, lar..cashless? So stupid, so many jobs out there.. Thats what i'm trying to mean. You guys think you're that smart, you've never been through, how'd you know if it is that easy to do so? To talk is easy, to do is not.

Look, its not like I never judge, I admit I do sometimes, but now, I always try to put myself in another's shoes. I'll always try my best to think about what the other feels and thinks although sometimes I just dont get it but at least I've tried. I don't like people to judge me, so i am no different if I judge people too. And plus, I am imperfect,not everyone will like me. So I let them judge me as they like, I can't please everyone. At least I am myself, and I know exactly what am I doing.

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Baby Rafiq :]

Happy.=)

OMFG. I swear that I am the happiest girl on Earth when I found out that my Saturday replacement classes ( yesterday ) was cancelled and holidays were extended until Tuesday. HAHA! JUMP JUMP!
And I am the happiest girl on Earth now because I had so much fun this two nights after so long. SERIOUSLY.

Okie I just got back from KL, and I've got like so much to tell. *excited*

29.08.08.

AVRIL LAVIGNE!
I FRIGGING LOVE YOU. HEHEHHEE
*still starstruck since last Saturday. sakai.*
Okay, I went straight to KL from my college ,after class. Reached Stadium Merdeka practically nearly 6pm. Met up with June,Carol and John. And found out that Ryan and Chris bought the rm138 tickets instead of the rm168. And John not wanting to stand and jump alone, bought another rm138 ticket and yeah, u guess it right, burnt off his rm168. And we got really impatient plus me had the urge to pee at that moment cos Ryan was holding our tickets and we couldn't enter without them! They were stuck in the jam for hours and Ju Vin was like wtf wtf and they reached like nearly 8pm plus. But chilling lar, show starts at 8.45pm.

Crowd was dead but we weren't. I LOVE HER! <3
Too bad couldn't take any close up photos cos we were too far but so what, she was there in the very same stadium with me. I can feel her! hahahah! * starstruck like i told u*
*Photos*


June.Carol.Anna.Nadia.Sireen.
Getting really bored, while waiting.
Ju Vin look so adorable trying to put on that stupid rain coat hahaha.
Yay us :]
Ju Vin, Chris,Ryan,Kye Min and me pointing at Carol's fake label Hotlink dick.
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I am the luckiest girl on Earth. A walrus kissed me. *coughs*
I kissed a girl, and I like it,
taste of her cherry chapstick. hehe.
They were singing louder than us.

So far, yet so near. * * * More photos on Caroline's dingdongline.blogspot.com .:]

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Okie, I kinda lose my voice by the time it ended.
Anyway, since Avril's gig did not have any opening act,
the concert was kinda short,
17 songs straight, 1 and a half hours,
MCR's concert was like nearly 3 hours.
I WANT MORE AVRIL :]

30.08.08

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Sorry Alan and Ryan, you just lost your dignity,
you're officially lala people now :p

You guys were not bad for a first time eh? hahaha!


You can see our lala photos at The Curve, cos we actually sticked it on the board haha.

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Btw , watch this.






Alan lost his dignity again.
cos I WON.
:p

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Alan VS KyeMin.




Photos :]
I love my lalaboys. :]
Ryan and Anna. :)
Kye Min's shinchan's eyes.
Me and lala Alan.
:p

Typical KyeMin.

Too bad Chris bro couldn't join us, someone went to Sg,Lembing to watch the sunrise :p

THANKS FOR MAKING ME THE HAPPIEST GIRL ON EARTH.:]
I'M GLAD I HAVE GREAT FRIENDS LIKE THEM.

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Some photos in college:



I love my classmates to bits,
and I'm glad I have them,
although much times,
saya dibuli :p
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*smiles*

p/s: Sometimes I wish I'm somewhere in nowhere.

BTW, HAPPY INDEPENDENCE DAY MALAYSIA <3

Wednesday, August 27, 2008

Testing..testing?

Hey everyone.
*crosses fingers that blogger works here*
I am bloggin in pc lab now:]
And I'm friggin excited to see ya guys in Avril=]
Rants:
Just don't judge.
People who judge are people who are naive.
I used to judge,and I used to talk,
until I know how much it hurts to be judged back.
iur9q0uaioufiosafo/!
I dislike my current hair.
p/s:
Am satisfied with my result hehe.
Biology : A
Chemistry : A-
English : A
Maths : B+
Pointer : 3.7
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I think my dad's pretty happy bout it ,
although I've been not doing anything serious throughout the holidays.
Thats why am going to AVRIL'S.
* smiles*

Sunday, August 24, 2008

Byebye.

.........And therefore, Elizabeth Amanda Annabeth Lee is abandoning her baby blog once again.
<3
........And Elizabeth Amanda Annabeth Lee will be getting her results after this.
........And Elizabeth Amanda Annabeth Lee is going off now :]



Saturday, August 23, 2008

Miss my hair.:p

Haha this is kinda random but do you wanna know what did I tell my mom?

...I can't wait for Matriculation to be over so I can style my hair the way I like it again. :p
I miss my blonde stripes? :p


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Nah, it was just a thought okay? Of course I don't want it to be over that fast although most of the times I want it to be over soon :]

Walat?

Carol walat (walrus + lalat ) tagged me :D


  1. People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any questions that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
  2. Tag 8 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse.These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.
  1. Are you allowed to have a bf/gf? My mom wouldnt mind if its a nice guy. My dad..? *hangs me*
  2. Describe urself in one word. Silly.
  3. Who would you pick, someone who really loves you, or the one you love? You love the one who hurts u, and you hurt the one who loves u. huhuk.
  4. Have you ever loved someone before but never had the courage to tell him/her? Liked, perhaps?
  5. Does it feel good to love? DORH :D
  6. What do u like to eat? Icecream.Cakes.Sushi.Pretzels.Western.Tomyam!:D
  7. What will you say to someone who's tactless? *taps her shoulders* Hey, I like ur eyeshadow. What brand are you using? HAHA.
  8. Was there ever a time that you tried to learn to love someone? Tried but never worked out?
  9. What' your opinion about someone who's jealous? Insecurity. Who doesnt?
  10. What can you say about playboys/playgirls? They're just people who wants to love and to be loved.
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  1. Best place to cry? While bathing? yeah thats the best. You can actually fake that your eyes are red bcos of the damn new shampoo :p
  2. Who do you love the most? FAMILY.Friends.Myself <3
  3. Tell us your dream last night? Ivink wearing a school pinafore to college? hahahahaa.
  4. Ever hated someone so bad? never really hated to that extend.
  5. The biggest & most hurtful lie you heard? Er.
  6. The last person you had a beer with? Mom. Seriously.
  7. The last person you went to the movies with? Sis. THE MUMMY.
  8. The last person you talked on the cell phone with? Ana :]
  9. The last person you hugged? Sis.
  10. The last person you yelled at? Mom for asking me to bath like a trillion times.
  11. In the last week have you kissed someone? Sis.
  12. Danced crazy? HAHA yeah last night with my sis.
  13. Think of the last time you were angry, why were you angry? The other day when he said he hated Avril. CIS.
  14. If you could do anything or wish anything, what would it be? Time goes slower?
  15. If you could have an all expense paid trip, where will you go? Paris <3
  16. Would you or have you ever blackmailed someone? HAHA. No I dont.
  17. Are you old fashioned? A bit lar?
  18. What would be harder for you, to tell someone you love them or that you do not love them back? To tell someone you love them.
  19. What things would be the hardest thing for you to give up on? Pillow.Mirror.Hairdryer.Phone.Toys.
  20. Five facts About Me: I laugh like a hyenna.I laugh more than I talk.I always ask "eh my hair okay ornot?".I like playing with make ups.I have huge thighs. HEHE
  21. Five things that scares me: June's driving!keke! :p Speed.Death.HomelessAnimals.Bad hair day.
  22. Five of your favourite shows : Gotta agree with Carol that Gene Simmon's son is hot and tall. <3>
  23. Five Things I treasure in My Life: Family.Friends.Hairdyer...AND I practically treasure everything ok?:]
  24. Four "First Time" in My Life: Firstlesbianfriend.Firstsurgery.First first..i dont know haha.
  25. Seven words and things I always use: words:Damn.Cute.Shyt.Bongok.Gilak.HUH?Crap.
  26. things:Pillow.Hairdyer.Mirror.Phone.Ipod.Toys.
And I tag: Caren and Kerina.

Okie. I am suppose to be back in SABS today, because they're having this year's Interact Installation Day at the school hall? Haha June called me up just now, said that Carol and her is going. Since Jean is gonna get installed as this year's vice president? But I ffk-ed cos I'm having this major gastric pain ouch* So I am doing Carol's tag while she is now in school..emcee-ing perhaps? I miss SABS :]
Hey walat, I found us when we were in form2 hahaha.


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Shyt. tmrow going back alrdy. My dad still considering me, whether I can go Avril's concert on upcoming Friday. Byebye.

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Friday, August 22, 2008

Avril=)

................. Avril's concert will go on?
Alarh Ryan! I'm having replacement classes on Saturday. HOW HOW?



p/s: oh happy 22nd birthday QN. old man hehehe.


Random thoughts.

Hola:]

Man, you should see my room now. haha! Its all upsidedown and superbly messed up. PLUS my closet can never be tidy. NEVER! I kinda cleaned and folded all my pwetty clothes the other day but the tidyness only lasted for a day? The next day, I wanted to go out, and I hate it to be so perfect and tidy cos I will never get satisfied with what I wear after that. LOL.
These are the things that I just and must do. taboos lar konon :p

#1 I always close the door. I don't like the door to be wide open anyhow.


#2 My closet will never be tidy.NEVER NEVER NEVER! And everyone knows that in college, especially Ana who loves checking out my locker/closet and see whether its tidy ornot. BLAH :p


#3 My hair must ALWAYS be hairdried. No hairdryer,no life. :p


#4 My mirror must always be right by my side. Aww!In my handbag,purse,pencilbox,pocket or whatsoever.


#5 My fingernails must be short. I don't like them long. I'll feel unhygenic.


#6 I only can do Maths middle of the night. Seriously. =D


#7 My watch must always be worn on the left side.
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and some others.
haha what about yours? I have a friend ( aheM you know who you are ) that dislikes people to touch her tiny finger? haha! She'll freak out. :p I can't wait to do that this coming Monday :p hehe sorry dear.

My post is so random?
I won't be online this much anymore starting tmrow? Guess I'll only check everything every Thurday morning during
Science Info class. Me and my classmate (lubby) actually reply to each other in MySpace during the class hahah. =) I'll have so much to do when college reopens. I'll be getting back my results? My feeling tells me that I'm gonna screw up my Maths and Chemistry. Maths was soo dang easy seriously, but the silly mistakes made me go down. BOOHOO! And English, my lecturer said, no worries for u, u did great. I hope so? =) And my Biology,I'll kill myself If I dont get an A. I want to major in Science, and in fact, the only subject I am good at is Biology. but padahal, my Chemistry A1 and Biology A2 during SPM. And btw, I hate the fact that my Chemistry lecturer just love to bring up the SPM results and then compare. I always fail my quizes in class, and then she'll be like, ur SPM results were really good compared to the others, then now what happened? Chilling lar teacher. geez:p and same goes to my Maths lecturer, he will always bring up the topic and target you if you fail or whatever. I cant understand why they just love bringing up the past,since they themselves said, when you're here in Matriculation,everyone's on the same level. Screw how many A's you got, but screw it, it doesnt matter nymore. But people just love comparing dont they? Kiasu-ness.Cipet haha.

...........PAST IS THE PAST.
BTW, I read Xia Xue's blog. And she had lips filler? Not bad =D

And I just checked my friendster, loads of comments to reply.But Im so lazy,cos my internet's down?hmmm.

And this girl sent one the bulletins in friendster, and she was like,
Add this lengzai and support orh! *inserts his friendster URL*.

And the new facebook is so annoying? :P

Okie, I am still not satisfied over the Avril thingy wuwuwuwuuw* JuVin and Apple's pissed off too? =p

haha enough enough, I complain too much today HURM =)

...I'll do some tags, I stole from Friendster blogs ok?BORED.

RULES :Only.Type.One.Word.
1. Where is your cell phone?
+Table.
2. Your boyfriend/girlfriend/crush?
+Crush.
3. Your hair?
+ Brown.
4. Your mother?
+Room.
5. Your father?
+TV.
6. Your favorite thing?
+Pillow.
7. Your dream last night?
+None.
8. Your favorite drink?
+Starbucks.
9. Your dream car?
+Compressor.
10. Say something about life?
+Unfair.
11. Your ex?
+Birthday.
12. Your fear?
+Death.
13.What do you want to be in 10 years?
+Someone.=)
14. Who did you hang out with last night?
+Friends.
15. What you're not good at?
+Mandarin.
16. Muffins?
+Chocolate.
17. When you DIE, u'd rather be CREMATED or BURIED?
+Buried.
18 . Where you grew up?
+Kotakinabalu,Sbh-->Kuantan.
19. Last place you've been to?
+Beach.at 1am.
20. What are you wearing?
+Nothing. ahahhaha
21 . Where are you?
+Room.
22. Your pet/s?
+Sister. :p
23. Your computer?
+Acer.
24. Your life.
+Good.
25. Your mood?
+Okay.
26. Missing?
+Highschool.
27. What/Who are you thinking about right now?
+College.
28. Your car?
+None.
29. Your work?
+Student.
30. Your summer?
+None.
31. When was the last time you laughed?
+Everyday.
32. just now
+Sleeping.
33. School?
+Bored.

I tag :
Caroline.
Karlisyle.
Emily. :]
<3>
Btw, I helped my momma made this today? :]

Macaroni chicken salad? I dig it! =)




Thursday, August 21, 2008

WWWF?

Okie. I can't stop laughing when we were all wondering where were we going yesterday night?
WWWF- who can I ever think its a place.
Semua t'tipu :p
WWWF stands for Wild Wild Western Food?
Hahaha lame, but creative lar. We all thought what we were gonna watch WWF or something.Everyone was pretty confuse. HAHA.
Anyway, WWWF's beside Tanjung seafood, Tj.Lumpur. :]
*They should pay me for promoting me dang :p*

Btw, now I know why Carol told me to get my insurance first before going into June's car.
Hahah hillarious. But I think I drive worst than that. PLUS I SUPER HATE SPEED.
I think Elton knows that-and Kwan knows that too now hahaha.
June is in fact the safest and most dangerous driver in the whole wide world :p

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So no hope for me to see JuVin and my PJ gang now?
COS EFFFACE, AVRIL LAVIGNE'S CONCERT'S BEEN CANCELLED???
I can't find the reason why Avril's too sexy?
I can't find the reason why they discriminate her punk image?
She's not a real real punk anyway,
plus her lyrics are not at all offensive,
and very very inspiring.
Enough said, but I am still pissed off okie?
$%$^%^GJGHJFRRGF%E%TRYT :(

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I'm in fact ,dissapointed in myself
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And I love the beach at night? :]