Love takes courage.

2009-06-16T09:34:00.000-07:00

I've moved again :p

annabethlee.blogspot.com

Follow me and change your links :)

RANDOMNESS.

2009-06-15T09:08:00.000-07:00

It's Mat, beside me lol.

You're my only one.

2009-06-15T08:27:00.000-07:00

I'm sorry , bloggie, i've currently lost my interest on you. I have really nothing to post about here, I don't wanna dread my posts with the thing i do everyday cos everyday seems the same to me.

But updates on me are ;
I'm happy that i met up with my friends in KL the other day, and Look Out Point was beautiful. Thanks for everything!
Second, I missed them already.
Third, Happy Birthday Le June and Ara, you know how much I adore you both! (:
And then, I'm sorry eeuu, for my misbehaviour,sometimes I can be so annoying. xD
I'm still taking my driving license, and Jay might teach me how to drive dammit.
Lastly, July is coming and soon , I'll not be spending much time with you anymore.. :(

Listen to the jungle song.

2009-05-24T11:53:00.000-07:00

I've been youtube whoring and these brings back childhood memories! HAHAH!

Ehh not bad what. :p

Nothing else I can say eh eh.

2009-05-23T07:12:00.000-07:00

YUCK, I just watched 2 girls one cup, and I want to puke watching the two girls messing with poop.

Second, I'm registered, to take my license. finallyyy wah wah wah.

EH CONSTIPATION! :P

And I had to babysit three eleven year olds today lmao.

A not so bad day :)

2009-05-22T11:20:00.001-07:00

Shyt, why am I having this bad feeling today? But still, I was able to pick myself up and cheer my day up the whole day :) Thats who I really am, I'm good in making myself happy. Is that a good thing or a bad thing, really? :)

Mysara, these are your sabotaj moments today.

Meet Yaya and Mysara. Both gila, and both, erm gila lah. hahaha!

Mysara, stop deleting photos !
Ugly photos are actually the prettiest, cough cough.
look who's talking :)

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There's more people I'm gonna miss soon, Pui Hua is gonna leave soon this September. I'm glad that we had the chance to hang out before you go. I know that i missed too much.

Location : Crocodile Rock .

Time : 7.30pm.
Hare's arrival : 9.30pm ,served with cold pizza. hahah!

XOXO's. hope theres more to come. :)

Life is short.

2009-05-22T10:29:00.000-07:00

Seriously people, be happy for what you get. No offense, but I see some of you who even got 3.9 are not satisfied with the result. Cheer up, you did your best. Its all over,and there is more to come. Results don't judge you, its just a figure. I know you know that you are better than that. So, I've got 3.57. Some of you might think its really good and some of you might not think so. I'm just average, and I'm happy with what i got.

I don't know but i just adore this people. They're fun friends to hang out with, and I'll miss them.

Ezo,Afiq,Capik and Jay:)

Despite the fact that Jay HAPPILY peed in public. nyahahah!

And sang TERRIBLY , nolah, sang PASSIONATELY.

Adore both of you! :)

And the person i'll miss the most, is him ;
Capik.
my bestbestfriend, my abang popcorn ( guess where is he working lololol ) , my driver, my punching bag, my kuli , our pet ( Jay and I ) .haha

Shyt, i can't believe i'm dedicating this to you but life is short (coughs) and i wanna let you know how much you guys meant to me.:)

Sexual harassment.

2009-05-20T09:30:00.000-07:00

My results lol, i know i'm not the best, and i might not be the worst. But I've reached my goals:)

I'm happy, my parents are happy, but i'm nervous cos very soon, university placements will be out.

I need to take my driving license soon, cos i am being a real nuisance, waiting for
friends to fetch me out everyday.

And I'm prone to sexual harassing day by day. I've been doing it really frequently.

Today, I sexual harassed Ronald McDonalds :)

And even stalked Hare..

And even ripped Sean's skin off. *accidently okay! haha!

Soon, I am left with no friends and even McDonalds will probably ban me. haha!

Girlfriend awh. haha!
Adik-adikku. Mysara is still the smallest lol.

Went for Sushi at night, with Sean ( my uncle, sometimes can be my father also. ) and Chee Tat ( always and always my bro. ). And took so many silly photos at the beach.*most of them are in facebook. Beach, 9th day in a row! lol!

Damn emo this photo. one of my favorites :)

Eyyy I want to play again! :(
I lost@&%&%@

i give it all up, but i’m taking back my love, i’m taking back my love, i’m taking back my love.

Ciara and Enrique's:)

Memories are suppose to fade.

2009-05-19T04:00:00.000-07:00

"Tengah menganggur", thats what Mysara and I stated ourselves as. I'm trying to enjoy every single moment here in Kuantan, but its like a routine here. Uni, here I come in July. Now, I really feel like studying lol. And sometimes, I do feel regret that I wasn't really focusing during Semester One. Cos the results, are tomorrow huns.

Shit, I want Pretzels badly but they ran out of stock. Who grabbed my last packet of Pretzels? :(

You make me wanna lala.

2009-05-17T05:52:00.000-07:00

Angels & Demons was awesome! Better than Da Vinci Code. (:

Too bad Capik couldn't join us cos he is ....

*to be continued :p

Twice today.

2009-05-16T08:45:00.000-07:00

helo(;

I went to the beach twice today. I told Jay, that I should really consider persuading my dad to live by a beach. wakaka!

I had awesome time with Wan Theng,Michelle,Kerina and Alice tonight.I love when girls get together, cos we will do crazy crazy things together! lol!From cursing to talking dirty to awesome camwhore moments everywhere. orang yang tak taw malu hahaha.

We should really do this more often! (:

Today's quotes :

Alice : Eyy I'm damn fucking fat la.
Kerina : My legs like pork chop only la.
Michelle : My legs sure look damn big.
Wan Theng : *sighs*
Me : *poses at camera & then fell off the staircase* -.-

I think there will be quite a number of photos of me posing for Kerina's camera. haha!

My results are on the 20th. (:

Kris Allen,ily.

2009-05-15T19:18:00.000-07:00

Friday night was the last night for The Ensemble to perform. Although I was down with a slight fever, I went to see them anyway. I told them that i would come and see them , before they leave for KL. (:

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Shyt, Kris Allen!
You sing Heartless better than Kanye West!

So now the American Idol's chain had been broken since a girl was suppose to win this year, but Adam Lambert and Kris Allen is in the top 2.
Honest, Adam Lambert sings better but Kris Allen is so effing hearttrobbing!

I love you, Kris, hahahaha

Early.

2009-05-14T19:13:00.001-07:00

Morning!
Its 10am, and suprisingly i'm awake weeeeeeeeeeeee:D
I've been really unproductive these past few weeks. I need a change, like waking up early and actually plan my day. Yesterday morning, Pelindung hill we went! Reached the peak and had a view of the whole Kuantan. I actually like it up there, despite the difficulties going up which really killed my knees. lol.
ooh i see some improvements, hehe. And next week, Nadia and I gonna make yoga happen. wah wah! Unbelievable,aye?

So Aezan wanted to do bbq at the beach, so bbq we had yesterday night! (:

*i cant afford to upload much photos.

Munsang caught panda in action.
Jay Munsang sent me this through ym. -.-
Panda's watching porn! lol. Panda = me. wah wah wah.
But this is a real event taken in Thailand, to test a panda's reaction and expressions.

And Paarma Olsen where are you?

Taken June 07'.

I am so effing obsessed over Lady Gaga.
My favorites are Wonderful & Love Game. :)

hmm, sorethoat. i feel so sore, outside & inside.

Sunrise.

2009-05-13T05:04:00.000-07:00

Watch sunrise - checked!

Today was an awesome day.Although going up is effing difficult but going down was okay.
An hour of sleep, and by the time we were done, i was dead dead exhausted.
But Clement isn't, we call him the ironman =D hehehe.
Too bad we couldn't go for waterfall. lol.

Before :)

Kiss.Lick
Eat.

My favourite boyband photo. haha!
Clement,Chee Tat,Jerry & Sean:)

Meet Jay a.k.a Munzer a.k.a Musang. and for short, Munsang.

I actually googled 'Musang' and the results are, jeng jeng jeng.

HAAHAHAAHAHAHahAHAHAHHA!

A very random day.

2009-05-11T08:36:00.000-07:00

Today shall be the most random day in my life. At least it brightens up my day.

first: Ed's kitten got stuck in her front bumper. Some Indian lady saw its paw at ECM and we actually thought it was dead. But it was alive and kept it in the car for an hour lol! :)

second : Ed and I were hanging out at Hyatt's pool & we randomly asked the manager to take some photo of us & so, drinks were on him at Chukka!

Photos, im just gonna upload a few, the rest are on my facebook! <3>

love, anna.

Happy momma's day!

2009-05-10T03:27:00.000-07:00

Omg, Carol, I fucking miss you. Really.

*click to enlarge*

Yesterday when I was with them, Azam called Capik from Mesir, and he let me talk to Azam whom I've never really get to meet before .

Me : Hello..
Azam : KAHKAHKAHKAHKAH!
Me : Why are you laughing?
Azam : Your voice..
Me : Apa yg ko gelak kat suara aku ni?
Azam : Tak kena dengan orangnya. KAHKAHKAHKAHKAH!

=.= *hits Azam's head.

Chee Tat had been asking me to go for basketball, lazy la bro!
He : Afraid to break nails ?

CRAZY AH BREAK NAILS. HAHAHAHA!

Yesterday's.

So today followed Lynne for Smartniaga at SMART school, and i'm telling ya how happy I am to meet at least a few SABSIANS. :) I woke up at 9.30am, first time in these lifeless three weeks after Matriculation. hahaha!
That woman confidently showing off her stud to me all the time and making excuses that Coke is good for her tongue. Coke = highly contained sugar. Not healthy, not good. But me myself had two cups of Pepsi hahaha!

So, I wanted to support Christina's stall, I actually played this ping pong thing. I threw like few balls, and i didnt get it. Then Mat appeared, then with his most chilled expression threw only one freaking ball and it went in. So tadaa I got what I wanted. And I named my toy puppy, after him. hahaha.

MAT

LOL, i was having major tummy ache. I had a mixture of Pepsi,Coke,ABC,sirup & milo. EWW. hahaa!

Anyway, happy mother's day :)

I play the game, you follow.
told cha, im taking back whats mine :)

How bad can it be?

2009-05-08T09:58:00.000-07:00

My sister's 11 year old friend called home today, and I answered.

Me : Hellooooooooooo.
Her : Can you please list out our homework?
Me : HUH?
Her: Homework..
Me : Eyy I'm Annabeth.... Not Isabelle.
Her : Huh?
Me : I'm Annabeth, her sister. Call back later.
Her : Err..k.

And thats not the first time.
How bad can my voice be? Really. hahaha!

I feel good tim.

2009-05-07T09:22:00.000-07:00

I was just talking to my awesome kai kor ( bro ) Chee Tat that blogging is actually dangerous in a way that you brief about your life too much that someone can actually stalk you. I wouldn't mind if Chuck Bass actually stalk me. wakaka!

So Chee Tat couldn't find his way to my house, for the fourth time now. Short term memory sigh. I bet Sean can do better than that. We'll see, when he comes back next week. :D

Me: Its Anna tim.
Sean :This is your new number or what la tim?
Sean ( again ) : Your digi number didnt use d ke? Timmy.

Okay, we tend to use the word tim a lot cos I misused that word a couple of times. According to Chee Tat ,
tim = okay.
lol!

Chee Tat: Watch Sunrise lorh next week. You can wake up?
Me : Of course.
Chee Tat: I thought girls need their beauty sleep.
Me : I don't feel like a girl now. damn

*Calls Sean.

Sean : Sungai Lembing , sunrise.
Me : BRING IT ON. *furious alrdy.

My tomyam ,which i did not finish it. :(

Kah Shawn and I messing up Hsien Loong's burger.

Retard.-.-
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I want to dedicate a little part of this post to someone. Someone, who seems to be the most important person in my life right now. Someone, who I feel protective over . Someone, who I just love enjoy being with. Someone, who I always want to seek attention from. Someone, who meants the world to me. I don't know, but maybe we have too much in common that I feel secure and safe being with you all the time. You're a part of me now,and will always be. (: Maybe Matrix even that bad after all hahaha.

I ENVY YOU LYNNE ( she made me do this )

2009-05-07T01:17:00.000-07:00

Lynn-eeeee finally pierced her tongue. JEALOUS. FREAKING JEALOUS.
Me: Jom french kiss.
Her: Jom.
Me : Mesti sedap kan? HAHAHAHAH!
*click to enlarge*

Tagged by Azyyati Azam :)

A - Age ; Coming nineteen in nov:)
B - Bed size ; single bed.
C - Chore you hate ; washing the clothes. it makes my skin wrinkled.=(
D - Dog's name ; if i only own one.
E - Essential start your day item ; eye liner.
F - Favorite color ; definitely green.:)
G - Gold or Silver ; silver gold.
H - Height ; 161cm?
I - Instruments you play(ed) ; im not music talented.
J - Job title ; a lifeless graduated Matriculation student.:D
K - Kid(s) ; Soon. :x
L - Living arrangements ; simple.
M - Mom and dad live near or far ; near,im living with em'.
N - Nicknames ; anna,beth,beffie,PANDA,k*nek,gemok,tupai -.-
O - Overnight hospital stay (other than birth) ; yeapp during my asthma days.
P - Pet Peeve ; errrrr?
Q - Quote from a movie ; "Why so serious?"
R - Right or left handed ; im a righty :)
S - Siblings ; two. :)
T - Time you wake up ; 1.30pm.
U- Underwear ; thongs?
V - Vegetable you dislike ; i love vege. healthy.
W - Ways you run late ; my hair.
X - X-rays you've had ; accident on my head.
Y - Yummy food you make ; cupcakes, love.<3>Z - Zoo favorite ; i own my own zoo. Dinosaur,Musang,Stuart Litte, and Panda. Guess who?

I tagged Caroline Tsau and Karlisyle Lum Ern Ai and Ju Vin :)

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I read the papers today, another pregnant woman got killed .

Stupid snatch thieves.
RETARDS!fucking retards.

You just have to do crimes and kill two lives at once.

Only God will judge you then.

xoxo's.

Dead & Gone .

2009-05-06T10:40:00.000-07:00

I feel so freaking lifeless now,I just have to be so careless and dropped my baby.

Murdered her, and now I feel so freaking useless. :(

Me : I'm undergoing a broken heart now. My Guess watch just broke.
Carltston : How did you broke it?
Me : I dropped it la, bengong.
Carlston :How you drop it la biul?
(you just ask so much ,and I decided not to reply your text anymore! )

Me : Jiwa kosong. I worked hard for it,with my own cash. ( cash from my salary after SPM. )
Zul : How much?
Me : Don't ask.
Zul : How much?
Me : Shut up.
Zul : How much?
Me : Don't ask how much is it, i feel lifeless.
Zul : How much ? How much? HOW MUCH?HoW MUcHH?? Me : afjaghfjgahjg^&%&^#%#$#RY^%^$%#$##!

Me : Capik, I just broke my watch .
Capik : You jatuh men beskal eyh?
( Not helping cis cis cis )

Me : Mom... blablabla watch broke.
Mom : Serve you right. Teach you a lesson kan now?
Me : hmmmmm I want to cry. ( She's freaking right. )
Sis : I know how you feel, I lost my two watches the other time.
Me : hmm I still want to cry.

Akram ( can-ot sa-ket ) ( dont ask why , i just call him that with my chicken voice ) : TUPAI BULAT... erm. ROUND...ROUNDED SQUIRREL!
Me: *gets home and look into the mirror* Now I really think that I look like one, one squirrel which suffers from obesity. hahahaha ;.; swt swt swt.

Ju Vin's status on Facebook : thinks that Hugh Jackman is the epitome of masculinity :D
hahaha bongok, wolvy rawwwrr.
I miss you JUVIN! YOU WILL BE FIRST PASSENGER ON MY CAR SEAT OKIEEEEE:)

Soulja Boy!

2009-05-05T23:41:00.000-07:00

Aunty Adeline's flight just took off early this morning, we had awesome much of girls ( or should i say women =.=" ) day out yesterday. We brought her to Chukka for some music.

We met some nice people and plus, the band was familiar with my mom and I ( which they thought we were sisters at first swt swt swt =.=" ). AND I LEARNT THE SOULJA BOY DANCE FROM JOSE! haha! Which in fact,i was told that im not bad in it. cough cough cough!

And Jose from Puerto Rico has not been out to Kuantan town, except the beach , since one week ago. Aduhh! And we brought Jose and Thane from America for Kemaman Kopitiam.

Jose : You do the order!
Me : Nasi Lemak okay? You must try!

*Nasi Lemak comes*

Jose : Too spicy! But nice.
(Jose, I thought you said that Puerto Ricans invented spice hahaha! )
Me : You should eat more if its nice then.
Jose : Ohh, i would like to but i'm too full.
*alasan banyak. haha but he did like Pulut Panggang! =)

Lets photos do the talking ! :

Robert. Thane.
Thane: You scratch me again, I'll wrap you up like a Pretzel.
Me: Bring it on, BIG GUY!
Thane : PRETZEL!

Soulja Boy! wooo!

Meet Jean.

More yesterday :

loves.

Sometimes we must be hurt in order to grow,
We must fail in order to know,
Sometimes our visions clears
Only after our eyes
Are washed away with tears

New Boyf.

2009-05-05T03:00:00.000-07:00

Now you believe me when I say that i'm a good girl?
thats why I always get what I want. :p

My new boyf. hihihaha

Nola, actually I worked really hard for this, from embarassing myself to I had to clean the house later. *hmm
Thanks Aunty Adeline :)

My mum said : habis la, everyday camwhore la budak ni. Me : Taw takpe.

Lubby, I've tried to follow your face. -.-

I know its childish, but i love cartoons. From Disney to Power Rangers to Naruto, love them all. So yeah I got my email from Totally Spies, and then its totally anna! Don't blame me okay, that email was created when I was 13!:p

I can't define my feelings right now.

Major headache!

2009-05-04T06:25:00.000-07:00

If you ever ever betray me, I'll blackmail you for life. Now that i have evidence on your younger days photos :)

DON'T KILL ME. ITS NOT THAT BAD.
IN FACT, I THINK ITS CUTE, AND MY SISTER THINKS SO TOO. HAHAHA!

Dinner with Aunty Adeline :

Dad, I want Aunty Adeline's new Nikon? :)

wah wah suddenly i look so pretty. Must have the camera. drool drool drool. :p

I shall sleep earlier tonight, I don't wanna miss shopping spree with Aunty and mom :)

Most Sexy?

2009-05-03T21:52:00.000-07:00

Ganesan tagged me in Facebook.
*click to enlarge*

DINISH, FRIEND FRIEND LIKE THAT LA NOW.
GRRR.

Friends for life.

2009-05-03T08:15:00.000-07:00

Aunty Adeline from Brunei, suprised my mom here in Kuantan, after her trip in Jakarta. I was part of her plan :)

Now , I miss my bestfriend :(

I'm not suprise.

2009-05-03T03:16:00.001-07:00

Sometimes just when I think things between us may be getting better, a little simpler, you have to turn around and do this. Break my heart in another place. Sooner or later I'll have no heart left because you've broken it so many times. When are you going to turn it around and piece it back together?

A barrier between you & me.

2009-05-02T20:04:00.000-07:00

Good morning!
I barely had enough sleep for a few days now. I'm working up on my eye bags , yay me :p

Just sent Ana off and Lynne back home. Yesterday we had awesome much of fun.

Around 12pm, Lynne crashed my house. Waited until around 2pm, to fetch Ana from the bus station. She came all the way from Muadzam Shah, to hang out with us. Or she misses me too much kot?:p

Cos of Lynne darling who parked so far, I had to walked far enough to fetch Ana. So everyone knows that I can't drive yet. YEAH IM A FREAKING 19 TO BE, AND I CAN'T FREAKING DRIVE COS I AM FREAKING LAZY THANK YOU SEKIAN :P So there were these few taxi drivers who offered us ride , I said it out loud " Oh I CAN DRIVE . ". HAaHaHahAHaHHaHA!

I actually bought YELLOW NAIL POLISH. YAH YELLOW. Suprisingly I hate the colour but somehow I'm beginning to dare myself to try something different. And I told Ana, the brighter the better. And she replied, cos you want cheap publisity. AuUMMMMM RAPE YOU LA WOMAN. hahaha!

Then we met up with Dinish, Mishand and I forgot whats his name. My SAYANGGGSSSSS are back for the weekend from Malacca. Catched up with old times. Where Dinish reminded me about how Caroline used and still bit people and how I love slapping and pinching people.And how Nicole, Caroline and I used to lift our baju kurung skirts up, and then chase each other. And how I actually brought my Sejarah reference book during exam and hid it between my thighs under my pinafore during form four.

BTW, I ACTUALLY MET JU VIN AT THE BEACH =)

Photos :

MEET BEAN BEAN.

LYNNE IS THE MOST UNSAFE DRIVER.
EVEN ANA FREAKED OUT.

ECM'S PARKING LOT.

Coffee Street.

Wish Lubby and Ivink were here.
Love, anna,ana & lynne.:)

I know you want me.

2009-05-01T11:18:00.000-07:00

Miaoww!
I thought of updating, since my hair is still wet and you can't sleep with your hair wet. Seeeee , once i update, i'll always update. ish ish.

So, I just came back from Chukka, Hyatt ( a little bit too early ), but yeah I had fun. Gow and Reed left earlier. So my mom, Hare and I, and my mom's friends, Sam and Elna did enjoyed ourselves.

The band was awesome. Even My Chemical Romance was played, and sang. And I can't get Pitbull off my head!yawwww

Ana is coming down to town tomorrow. I forced her to. hehehe. I can't wait to see her :D

Photos :

My face expressions are all the same in each photo. HAHAHAH.

It takes lots of courage to tell the truth.
So , which do you prefer? Lies or the truth? I told the truth, that makes me feel even better.
If you can't handle the truth, then you can't handle me.
Dot that.

1,2,3,4.

2009-05-01T05:04:00.000-07:00

Hi, happy labour day. wahaha!

Its 8pm now, and i sort of waiting for my dad to come home. In fact, I just came back from GP with Mat, Syed and Wan ( Mat's friend. ). Kuantan is a little bit more peaceful when Capik is not in Kuantan. :p

I think I thought a little bit too much yesterday, and drooled over Chuck Bass , and went to bed at 6am. Also, to listen to the very annoying Ahmad Fadly ( Ali ).

Syok2 tidur, then suddenly my mom woke me up at 11 in the morning, rushing me to wake up and get ready to go out for lunch. I snoozed till 11.40 anyway, and for the record, i took 20 minutes ( which never happened before this ) , to get my ass ready. Outfit,hair,the make up. yeah, 20 minutes! Lucky for me, my hair was in a really good mood. BUT, till, Mat discovered split ends! And never in my life, i had split ends! ahfjakhfjahfkjahd! *curse

I'm going out with the guy best friend , Hare and Reed later. And also my momma! Upload photos later, till then, toodles! <-- terikut Karlisyle.

I was waiting in the car today, and i discovered my old autograph book, ( you know la those were the times. ), and somewhere it got in the car, and was kept there for a while.

CAROLINE , YOU MUST READ THIS.

Your favourite bands, that one yang I tak tahan! hahaha! This was, like form two? HAHAHAHA!

Atomic Kittens?miaow! the tide is high?
S Club 7 ? Never had a dream come true?
S Club Juniors? haha i can hardly remember.

Well, its okay la, I do still like cheesy boy bands and pop bands too.
ahem ahem. yes i do.

weeeeeeee.

The big update. *coughs

2009-04-30T11:41:00.000-07:00

Okay okay okay, fine, so I thought of giving up blogging but yayayaya , i'm updating here! So , what do you want to know, love?

KARLISYLE LUM ERM AI, YES I MISS YOU SO MUCH THATS ONE OF THE REASONS I'M BLOGGING.

So for some of you that alrdy know, i'm done with Matriculation program and currently builiding up more fats to my ass at home. My results are yet to be known on the 19th of May. I'll be having holidays until July at least. And other than that, yes , my ass is getting fatter day by day. :p

What are my plans for the holidays, you asked? Okay, get a job? I'm too lazy to get one. Nola, not spoilt brat, just lazy, and i've got to catch up with things here in Kuantan. Yah,things , like hanging out and doing nothing? So, i've tried baking. Cupcakes? Out of boredom, and it was my dad's birthday anyway. Turned out to be delicious. Which I know Capik,Mat and Ezo would definitely agree with me, Right??? :p

What else? Okay, since I live like five minutes away from the beach, you can ,apparently see me at beach mostly everyday. Yesterday, was actually my seventh day at the beach. Okay , you can find me at night, most of the times. or.. you might not see me, cos i just love laying back on the sand, and just doing nothing.

I'm glad that most of my friends are coming back from kl, for Labour Day, perhaps? hahahaha. and i'll consider going to kl and spend my time with many of my friends there. just hang out and party . before i start my stressful days at uni again. big sigh. VERY BIG SIGH .:p But yet, im overwhelmed and overexcited to enter uni, which i have no idea what and where would i get ( i applied for UPM and UKM ). New friends, i'm always excited to meet new people. And new guys. haha how could i miss that? girls. ish ish ish.

I'm currently digging Gossip Girl. Agak outdated, but yeah, i'm still digging it and freaking head over heels over Chuck Bass. Sexy, sexy , sexy!
TALKING ABOUT HIM, ITS ENOUGH TO TURN ME ON.

Other than that, i've been reading Twilight Saga, GG, trying to make out with my mother hehehehehe, searching for the perfect highlight for my hair, painting my toenails different colors each day, hang out and yes, the ass. hahaha :p

yayayayaayaa,i know what you guys want to know. Yes, I'm still single. Never really officialy had one, didnt i? But things are better this way. :)

Anyway, for those to know Choco aka Umar Syazwan . Accounts students, from Matriculation Pahang. A good friend and a very funny guy ,left us on the 25th April morning. I miss him lots!May Choco rest in peace. :)

So, life is way too short. If you wanna do something, just go ahead, don't hesitate! :)

errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr thats all i guess? Till then, some photos? Few only ba, kinda lazy to upload all of them.:) so ttfn. mwahh!
you know you love me, xoxo. hahahaha gossip girl punya hal la ni. -.-

Last day of Matriculation.

Night out with my momma.

Sayangness. These people had been accompanying me here in Kuantan :)

And not forgetting, Isabelle:)

Night :)

SOON

2009-04-04T09:28:00.000-07:00

LYNNE & ANNA. :)

GUYS, IM FINISHING MATRICULATION IN ANOTHER TWO WEEKS. :)

2009-03-22T02:59:00.000-07:00

three weeks.

gone.

2009-03-08T09:39:00.000-07:00

AWAY FOR FIVE WEEKS, EXAM PURPOSES.

Rehab.

2009-02-25T08:28:00.001-08:00

Hey everyone!so sorry, havent been updating much. Im overloaded with homework n busy with my studies,n i have nt been home for two weeks straight!i miss home , especially my sis. N i miss everyone of u. Roger,june n nicole,hope all three of u had been having fun abroad. Make me proud babies!=p paarma olsen, i miss u! Oh btw, im typing thru a hp ryte now so yeah. Just wanted to pen smthing here, n let evry0ne kn0w that im doing really fine here *smiles. Well, smtimes people tend to believe what they think they should believe. Smtimes one should be given a chance to voice out. If u want others to respect u,then u just gotta respect others first.its all give n take here.. No one have the rights to discriminate s0me0ne's thoughts. Who do u think u really are,to judge. Only God knows the lies n truths behind one's had made.. Im not gonna take sides,cos everyone has their opini0ns n p0int of views. We are all frm all walks of life. For u, u know who u are, rmber to stay strong n i will always listen. (= wil update so0n.. X0x0!

So gay!

2009-01-23T08:10:00.001-08:00

Holla holla!

My mood is so good now, cos by tmrow, everyone will be back here for CNY. (:
I guess things are getting better, for some reasons. But , I AM NOT STUDYING!My bio lecture notes had been on my table since three days ago, untouched. Crazeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

Sometimes I don't wanna get back to college cos i'll miss Kuantan when i'm here for too long. But when i'm in the hostel, i don't miss Kuantan cos I have friends there too. You guys do realise when the holidays over, i wont be updating this much alrdy right. Yeah , thats one thing that sucks in hostel. The internet!

I woke up today, a bit too early. My handphone is pretty fcked up now. The camera isnt working , properly. Pissed off!* My streamyx modem broke down and thanks dad for getting me another one today itself. You know, i have assignments to do.

So , today 5.30pm Zul ,Lan and I went to the beach , again.
Lan took awesome truckloads of photos with his camera. He's good in it, really. Hang out there a bit, then headed to Kuantan River for some shots.
Its beautiful there at night, but it stinks, like dead fish.
Haha zul : Tmpat cantek, bau busuk. Polluted lorh!

Then Mishand called, said meet up at Coffee Street instead of Simple. Met up with Dinish, his friend ugh forgot his name lorh, Mishand and the girls Michelle and Yinn Jeng came as soon as we done eating. x)

Very very nice day. Had soooo much fun! Here are some photos from my stupid camera :

At the beach.

Z U L.L A N.His shirt does maths urgh*
Gay :p

At Kuantan River.

Lan doing his thing.

At Coffee Street.

Trying out his camera. :)

My wide smile. =X

Taken with Yinn Jeng's phone. Yinn Jeng.Me.Michelle.

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Will upload Lan's work soon okie? Here's one of his editing try out. x)

Good night. will treasure all the memories with you. i've been doing good without u (:

Gives you hell!

2009-01-22T06:37:00.000-08:00

Guess what?
I've been complaining to Ana and Hafidz that I had toothache. And so, i told my dad about it and he actually scheduled an appoinment with me with the dentist. Aiyayayai, even the word dentist freaks me out. Don't cha? But I had to go anyway today. Luckily it was just a small cavity.

So in the afternoon, mom wanted to get something from Megamall,so while she was getting something at one of her friend's shop. Belle and I, spent some time together coughs*. I went shopping. Then we played some Time Crisis & Daytona which I l o s t! Gawd, I spent my cash on her but then she doesnt give me a single chance to even win once! wtf wtf this is so unfair lmao.

My terrible terrible sister then told me that she was hungry so we sat down at Deli Country to eat something.

Okie, yah, she's totally the opposite of me.
She's camera-shy.

Gawd, i've been going out through out the holidays and addicted to it. I actually wanted to stay at home today, but my mom dragged me out eventually. I need a reality check, soon enough.

Btw, u guys gotta watch this. Made me laugh so much!! hahaha! btw , this guy is a cutie. watch :

Kudos to my sister for this shot. x)

Night!

If you happy & you know it, slap yourself!

2009-01-21T07:32:00.000-08:00

Helo helooooo!(:

Today my attempt to actually study Biology failed. Read about 4 pages of my notes, and got bored of it, put it down and instead, took the remote control to watch some TV! Life is good. :p Plan to not eat also failed. Because when you are bored and when you watch some good movie on TV, you tend to munch on something. LOL. x)

Suddenly, I realised that some of my friends are leaving to study abroad really soon.And to think of it, we dont have much time left. So much things we missed out and still havent do together.
Talking with June and Roger today was good. Its true, its life. People always leave. No one stays. Everyone just have have to leave, for good. BLAH!

I was at the beach again with both of them. Yes, this is the fourth time i'm at the beach with different people this week. Love the beach, love the breeze, love the sea ,love the stars at night. I guess thats one place in Kuantan that everyone love to go to.

Roger and June fetched me . NO, actually June was driving and I demanded on walking. hehe I always do that when she's driving. Despite her petite size,just dont get fool by it, she's a very safe driver. =X

Dropped by at June's, cos its been really long since i see and play with my boy Billy. :p

B I L L Y.

And then we left for the beach.
Where before we left, i stole Roger's shoe and wore them and let him wear one of my sandals. hehe.

Here are some photos we took at the beach! :

Roger trying to walk on sand with his 'precious' shoes. losing ur manhood alrdy ha?;p

Looks like a bad break up. LOL.Aw, i'll never miss my kiss.
Trying to annoy him!
Rog, honest, you look darn retard here. ahhahaaHaunt u!
Gawd, i dont have a head here. C R E E P Y. Me meditating.=p

The baywatch girl & the wannabe punk girl. Watching the stars.

June , this is my shot! A goddess from heaven hahahaha.
J U N E. Somehow, he wanted to carry our bags.. til, we were in public. -.-

Every day I wake up
I hope Im dreamin
I cant believe this shit
Cant believe you aint here.

p/s: carol SWEETIE. I WILL KEEP ON MOCKING YOU. HAHAHA!

I dont wanna play that part.

2009-01-20T07:29:00.000-08:00

Hey everyone. hehehe.
Can i ever have a better way to intro my post?

Tmrow is Wednesday. And equals 8 days left of holidays!

You know sometimes blogging is annoying.
I dont like the idea of spilling too much about my life.
What I do, where I go, who I meet, what i feel.
but yes, for the sake of updating my life to my friends especially my gang and to let them know i'm okay, i'm doing it.
I have to always remind myself the reasons why i'm blogging. FOR THE SAKE FOR YOU GUYS!!!!
And its lessen my burden cos since my friends know what i do and that i'm okay, i dont need to tell them i'm okay all the time. For instance, how are you anna? Where have you been? How are you feeling? Who have you been hanging out? Who are you seeing?
Being me, I really dont want a truckload of questions to be thrown on my face by maybe 9 to 10 of my friends cos i bet they'll think i'm completely isolated from the world or something. =p

So today, i've watched The Osbournes on E!.
Seriously, the Osbournes had been too much up and downs but they eventually fought them years after years and finally settled down and now they are a legend. For instance, Ozzy Osbourne, Jack Osbourne and Kelly Osbourne all took drugs before and Sharon Osbourne being a very supporting mother, supported and encouraged them all way long. Also, there parts where Ozzy Osbourne was wild and crazy where he bit off a bird's and a bat's head off, and also threaten Sharon to murder her. But then , Sharon eventually forgive him everytime. Sharon even fought cancer, and Ozzy had to fought coma.

But you know what made them the way they are now after all the crazy things?

....Family love and bonding.

Though they are pretty messed up, but they're basicly a very loving and supporting family.
So yes its true, whatever is it, family is the one who will back you up someday.

So today, when i was sleeping, then at 6pm , Zul's and Dinish's calls woke me up.
Told me to meet at GP.
Called Zul back and he fetched me.
Fetched Faiz after that and Mishand all the way at Cenderawasih. By the time, meet up with Dinish at GP at 7pm. That late alrdy.
Sent Faiz back then headed to Coffee Street, for some dinner. :)
Had my tomyam! Finally. so damn happy u know? =)
Then Zul and I went to check out the fun fair , which kinda freaked me out. Cos the rides looked like it was gonna come off or something. Ish ~~i dont trust funfairs.~~ -.- touch wood*
Reached home at 11pm. Lazy to elaborate la ha. :p

F a i z.
Dinish.Anna.Zul. :p
Zul: whatcha lookin at eh?
Mishand: Monkey :p
Dinish: Why so serious?

~~p/s: Get well soon Ana and Ivink! Sending all my love to you wahhahaha!~~

Now I’m at a place I thought I’d never be
I’m living in a world that’s all about you and me
Ain't gotta be afraid my broken heart is free
To spread my wings and fly away

Run baby run.

2009-01-19T03:36:00.000-08:00

I got myself my one stripe highlights. :)

Its suppose to be pure blonde, so i hope it does after a few washes.
And btw, you cant see the stripe when my hair is all tied up.
For college rule purpose. LOL.

Its not the end of the world, losing you. (:

2009-01-18T08:04:00.000-08:00

Helo!

So, today momma, sis & I had Sushi King for lunch. My dad, doesnt like Japanese food so he went for lunck alone LOL. Satisfaction kaokao.:p We tried new things, like the scallop pancake.And obviously, i'll always order my California roll, woohoo eat it with lots and lots of wasabe. Gonna make your ears fly . :p lol Japanese food is awe-someness. To those who dislike Japanese food, well, I just want to say, you don't know whatcha missing. *winkwink

Beth & Belle (: Momma!

After lunch, we went for some shopping. And we stopped at Face Shop and then tadaa,

Yeah, well they dont call them testers for nothing. I had different colours on each finger. But i only bought one among the five colours and momma bought one too. Ju vin, u gotta love my nails now. its light purple.:)

BTW, this reminds me of...
last 26th of December 2008 :

I painted Kye Min's nails LIME GREEN.

And Chris's nails pink!

Am i the sweetest friend you ever have ? hehehe.

Anyway, Chinese New Year is coming so yea, waste money time! Went to Aunty Mei Lian's house , cos sometimes she has nice clothes over there. And in fact, i cant choose which dress i should really buy and so, i bought both.
blabla lazy to elaborate but then i met up with Zul, with Pudin and Pacat at the beach at 6pm. Zul was realllly lateeeeeeeeeeeeeee but then guess who i met? Aaron Poh, just back from Costa Rica! (: Seems to him, its like a really nice place.

You snap my photo.
I snap your photo.

You guess how long since we last hang out? one year! isk !

Night everyone,
~~still trying to get you off my mind.~~

Rocket!

2009-01-17T09:45:00.000-08:00

Hyeeeeeeeeeeeeee everyone (:

Today, is in fact a boring day. My day was super dull, woke up & face my laptop. And eat eat eat, when only i'm gonna lose weight? hahaha!
I'm gonna make full use of my holidays. Today, had been a failure, cos i've never really did anything today. I gotta keep up with my life, find some things to do,. I'm gonna make a long long list of things to do, cos time is precious and i'm not gonna waste it.

But, though i never really did anything. Today , was good and meaningful anyway. I spent time with my momma and sister, finally after so long. (: I watched my Edward Cullen on Twilight again! I listen to my bestfriend stories and laugh about it. Caroline texted me from Perth. And I made someone happy. Thats a great start for me. isn't it?

Things happen for a reason. A month back was hell, but then bad things happen so good things can come and fit into it. Yes, it does. Trust me.

Gawd, Anna is back. I'm being the positive and cheesy me again. Gotta keep doing it,and dont break down anytime soon. Note to self : Exams on April, gotta get good results to get into UPM. xD

Went for dinner with mom and sis at Bayleaf.
p/s: someone owe me tomyam. come back to ktn faster!

Belle and Momma (:

Night, went to the beach with the best friend Hareraj Kunaraj , and his blur cousin and his bro,Tharma. It was really cold, though it wasnt raining. Nicole couldn't join us for some reasons. But wish to meet u before u leave syg. Cheer up okie? (:

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Shyt always happens,
but i hope those shyts dont bring you down.
Just hang on there, i'll always be there for you.
I promised (: rawr.

I feel good.

2009-01-16T11:59:00.000-08:00

I'm starting to see a new whole perspective of life;
maybe little things that i sulk about doesn't even matter anyway,
i dont need any pity for the little sad things in my life cos ,
i am born to have more great and happier things,
and so, i should be happy for that.

i will trade everything for world peace.

If I was a boy?

2009-01-16T10:42:00.000-08:00

So everyone's been asking why haven't I been updating my blog.
Ju Vin even personally asked me to update it through friendster. And Nicole even asked me to update it. Well,honestly i've been losing inspiration to blog. At one time, i was losing it, like i was like questioning, why the hell i wanna blog so much and let the whole nation know about what am i doing? Isn't it not right? But then, blogging is a part of expressing and also to let my friends know that i'm okay, or was it to keep my busybody friends updated all the time? hehe so i'm updating for the sake for you guys . I'll try every way i can ,NOT to lose contact with any with you. (:

So, like i said in my previous post ,i'm back. Nicole & Hare is back. So, Hare, his bro,cousin fetched me to After Seven & met up with Nic, Gow & Reed. After Seven is boring, no offense, people just stay to drink & listen to some loud good music, thats it. But yeah, i needed to get out for the night. I needed a break. And i wanted to spent time with my friends. I needed something, to stop myself from thinking, from some stuff. *coughs.

But you guys know that i'll always be okay. hehehhe.

The party ends at 1 something, and then we got hungry and we headed to Padi for some food.
So, since i'm not sleepy and its 3am now, so i shall update about tonight. (:

Photos :

Nikki, Hare & Anna. (:

And since I'm not sleepy , Kye Min my wife, i'm gonna answer ur tag at last! happy now? *shish

I. Put your iTunes/any other players on shuffle. (i use Winamp xD) using my favourite playlist, so NOT much songs, about 40++ only :)

II. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.

III. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!

1. IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
The Perishers - i hope u miss me. ( hahaha fair enough )

2. WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus - Your Guardian Angel. ( Well, i'll always be one to just one person. )

3. WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
The Script - The Man Who Can't Be Moved ( OMFG. )

4. HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Mocca - My Diary. (shyt sober.)

5. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
N'Sync - I drive myself Crazy. ( hmm)

6. WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Peterpan - Menghapuskan Jejakmu ( ah........u can read my mind. )

7. WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Chris Daughtry - Feels like Tonight. ( feel what feel? )

8. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
Chris Brown - Superhuman. ( haha aye? )

9. WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
P.Diddy - I need a girl ( im straight, song tak kena again. )

10. WHAT IS 2+2?
Colbie Caillat - Droplets ( wtf.)

11. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
TI feat Rihanna - Live your Life. ( hahahahahhahaha )

12. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Gerald Joling - Everlasting love. ( lmao. )

13. WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Flipsyde - Happy Birthday ( everyday is my birthday hehehe )

14. WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Muse - Supermassive black hole ( omg it would be so darn cool. )

15. WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Paramore - Decode ( decode my dna lol. )

16. WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Briney Spears - Shattered Glass ( hahahahah sounds depressing)

17. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Shontelle - Tshirt. ( o-kay~ )

18. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Jonas Brothers - Cant have you. ( so gay la . :p )

19. WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
Timbaland - Apologize ( gosh , for? )

20. HOW WILL YOU DIE?
Tokio Hotel - By your side. ( no comment. )

21. DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
Ada apa dengan cinta? - Melly and Eric. ( hahahahahha what a reply )

22. IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
Aerosmith- Crazy. ( hmm i wish...... )

23. WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
Hujan - Aku Scandal ( LOL )

24. WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
BSB - As Long As you love me. ( hfsafhahfakhfaihfiuaqhfuqi)

And I tag :

Anyone. idk&idc (:

Time of my life.

2009-01-16T01:16:00.000-08:00

Hey everyone! (:

Sorry been not updating lately. lazy lah wanna blog nowadays, seriously. plus internet connection sucks, and uploading photos is a burden to me if that happens. I'm on holidays now until the 28th, well i took one extra day off. hehehe so cny better call me out! i can't wait for you guys to be back here really soon. (:
And so, I'm done with my Mid-Term test. Finally, which was not good but good in a way, cos I get to enjoy my holidays now! woohoo! super duper excited!

I just want to thank everyone, my friends especially for being there for me. Ana, Ivink, Carol,Karlisyle, Lubby and Syemi. Yee Fai,Hafidz,Syabil and Amri.
Shyts happen but then its not the end of the world. LOL!

I guess what comes around, goes around. So yes, I do shyts and then shyts striked me back. So, I see no point in sulking about it. So what the hell, there's gotta be more to life.

I promise you that i will upload photos - soon. Yeah soon like as in while i'm on my holidays. Chilling okie? (;

But first things first, i need to catch up with things. like my friends! SOME people ( coughs ) has been turned single to into a relationship. BUT why did i find out, this late? =( hehe

p/s: I'm giving myself two weeks.

2008-12-28T01:49:00.000-08:00

Losing my grip.

p/s: update and upload photos later ayte. i'm lazy. feel like cuddling and just sleep through the day. (:

Merry xmas.:)

2008-12-26T23:19:00.002-08:00

Will update soon. :)
Merry x'mas everyone.

Hot&Cold.

2008-12-13T21:08:00.000-08:00

Another day of cold weather,
my throat is sore and dry,
and all i consume was hot water and my favourite porridge from mcD,
reading some novel i've found on my old shelf,
but i refuse to fall sick,
there's so much things to do,
and I can't afford missing them and catching up the next day.

fcuk,maths homework here i come.

Chimpanzees.

2008-12-13T09:46:00.000-08:00

Dengdengdeng. I'm watching Camp Rock now , i know outdated, and i dont watch Gossip Girls & 90210. Someone, please download them for me & present me for my xmas present. Cos I am uber outdated, and like as if I'm THAT free to watch them anyway. :(

Today, Capik finally brought me to Baskin Robbins. Satisfaction. =) And also watched Space Chimps with him, yah Space Chimps o-kay don't laugh. hehe.
Photos:

See your face! :p Mean eye bags. I slept at 5am last night,no suprise.
Btw, my phone's shutter sound's ain't working. why? :(

Reached home around 7pm, then straight to Kar's house. Kar is back for the weekend, and we had a small gathering, since our sisters were having their early xmas party.
Found out that June is back today.:) And so was Ju Vin,Selvan,Hui Sen and Shik Mei too.
The first thing Hui Sen said when I stepped into the house was,you look like you just had drugs anna.
Yah cos i was laughing laughing like usual,
dont tell me you want me to emo emo and hug hug when I see my old friends izzit?:p
Chilled at her crib a while, and then off to Kemaman Kopitiam around 11. Had my HOT lemon tea again, for the third time today. And wasted a cup of COLD and ICY coke from KFC, ask Capik =/

The Xmas spirit. June and Kar. Ju Vin and I blowing balloons. Ju Vin : I think i forgot how to blow them alrdy. -.- Kong Sze Min, always and forever gay. Thats why she loves him so much. Watch Kong and me. Gay partners horh? hahahaha. I like my hair here. harhar. Ju Vin and I following Kar's sexay hair. LOL. June lying on my lap with her giraffe, reminds me of old times.

p.s: happy to see you guys today. Made my day. Met Caroline,Yeh Hee,Hare,Dino,Chee Tat,Kar,June,Ker,JuVin,Kong and Capik all in the same period of time. All my important people. And theres a long more of list of my important people i want to meet up with. I've decided, that i'll be in Kuantan for XMAS.

I have to get my priorities right. I'm addicted to fun, can't get enough of it. How can you ever get sick of having fun? But I need, to get my priorities right.
I have a few things I need to achieve,
Number 1: Spend less.
Number 2: Study.
Number 3: Lose weight. Stop being addicted to sweet things.
Number 4: Start going to church again.

I'm so excited now btw, I ordered my Twilight books alrdy. Downloaded Britney's Circus Album too. I like the new her, to be honest. Her songs are very catchy. dancedance.

Goodnight.

Show your smile.

2008-12-12T06:27:00.001-08:00

HAHAHA, Chee Tat, my connection's fine. And I shall blog about you tonight :p

And so, today I am back in Kuantan again. Arrived home around 7, then thought of my darling bro Chee Tat ( so gay hahahah ), owed him a date plus i' was craving for sai mai lo at the beach! Carol, tonight's weather was fine, wish you were here, i know you miss jelly ice @ saimailo right? (:
Sean is in KL, so too bad you weren't there to see Chee Tat's bad driving huh!
Apparently, he went through the BIG JUNCTION without realising, and didn't even look right or left. LUCKY US THAT THERE WERE NO CARS. And yes, he went lost on the way to my house. Short term memory sigh*
And he had to wear his glasses to drive. For my safety,he says. *rollseyes*

Anyway, tonight wasn't that crowded cos we went to beach around 9pm. The night was still young kowt, people prefer to hang out late at night now, so the later is it, the more crowd you will see. Good la, I don't like crowded places. So emo right bro? HAHAHAHA!

Obviously, its been a long long time since I had jellyice@saimailo cos the aunty recognized me and she spoke to me in Mandarin which i did not understand. She said something like, why didnt you come for a long time? Are you studying now? And my reply was, huh? then looks at Chee Tat for help. *cries*

And its full moon today!(:

Photos:

Nerd.

And i thought he was nerdy. i am more nerdy with the glasses. shish*
He says, pick the best photo.
I like this photo cos it was a pretty candid shot of me and a static face of you, like usual.LOL!
:)
His out of the picture. NEH!

Byebye moon.:p

p/s: thanks bro (:

This video is dedicated to everyone who needs a smile now ,picked from YouTube obviously.
And especially for you Chee Tat. =)
And for those who are down and upset, hope this makes your night better.

A second longer.

2008-12-09T00:18:00.000-08:00

Adapted from Yahoo! News.

On Dec. 31 this year, your day will be just a second longer.

Like the more well-known time adjustment, the leap year, a "leap second" is tacked on to clocks every so often to keep them correct.

Earth's trip around the sun - our year with all its seasons - is about 365.2422 days long, which we round to 365 to keep things simpler. But every four years, we add 0.2422 x 4 days (that's about one day) at the end of the month of February (extending it from 28 to 29 days) to fix the calendar.

Likewise, a "leap second" is added on to our clocks every so often to keep them in synch with the somewhat unpredictable nature of our planet's rotation, the roughly 24-hour whirl that brings the sun into the sky each morning.

Historically, time was based on the mean rotation of the Earth relative to celestial bodies and the second was defined from this frame of reference. But the invention of atomic clocks brought about a definition of a second that is independent of the Earth's rotation and based on a regular signal emitted by electrons changing energy state within an atom.

In 1970, an international agreement established two timescales: one based on the rotation of the Earth and one based on atomic time.

Lamerbythedozen.

2008-12-08T21:37:00.001-08:00

People say,
Anna ,can you get any more lamer ?
And I say,
Yes i can, isnt that fun? xD

Mom just left to KK this morning. Equals to fun!

I dont know,sometimes i don't like to do stuff according to the rules. People always say you shouldnt do that, you shouldnt do this. I don't want to be someone who follows everything thats written on a book from people's past experience. I don't need a WHAT SHOULD YOU DO AND NOT IN LIFE FOR DUMMIES book, to go on with my life.
I rather write a book on my own journey and rules.

All this time, people always refer breasts as boobies. Apparently, Capik and I discovered that the real meaning of boobies is people who are stupid. Great, one thing, my breasts are offended and another is , i can just go around and say hey booby! Nah , I'm just kidding. Really x)

Its been flooding and landslides are happening. Please , it gives me heartache to see many lives lost.

Okay i may put on weight now hahaha but i was looking back at my old photos during form3 to form 5, i think i look better now. -.- seriously damn nerdy la dulu.

This is hillarious. watch! :)

Alexander Perls's Database.

2008-12-07T22:34:00.000-08:00

My webcam's crashed,
my phone's video quality sucks,
my wma converter's not working,
windows movie maker and nero couldnt support my low quality video,
but anyhow,
enjoy.(:

Mute at 1:05 and play Avril's sk8er boi at the same time.
if u're lazy then,

Bolt's so adorable. MUST to watch (:

Countdown till xmas.

2008-12-07T03:01:00.000-08:00

Before i leave for Bolt , count the days till xmas. =)

pst, xmas = carol's 18th birthday :)

Rainrain go away.

2008-12-07T01:13:00.000-08:00

Hey i just got back ,
and i am gonna continue watching My Best Friend's Girl in a while. I started watching the dvd last night, all alone with my laptop, cold and lonely and around 3am, i just went to sleep like that.
Woke up with heavy eye bags, as usual. Indeeed, even severe than the usual ones haish*.Again, its been raining heavily. And again, I had to take my medication cos when its cold, my nose cant stop running. And I'll feel sick everytime it rains.

Caroline my baby just arrived Kuantan last night, so today i was out with her! =D
She woke up at 1.30pm, yes from reading Twilight last night, she said. But then my mom had to sent us to the mall, cos Yeh Hee's sis had to use his ride. And Roger Yow's mom had to use his ride too.

Arrived at the mall, walk walk walk with my baby and Yeh Hee, gossip here and there, and couldnt stop looking at Yeh Hee's blur face, so typical keke.
And Carol actually tempted me to eat Nasi Lemak isk. And then we went to look for novels, but Twilight and the second novel of Twilight,New Moon but sold out ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. And then Carol tempted me AGAIN with popcorn chicken,
and then we met up with Roger and Say Hang and went out of the mall for a drink.

And oh did i mentioned that i ripped Roger's skin off again? (:

Photos :

Yeh Hee : Go in converse a while. i need new shoes. * and then walks aimlessly*

While waiting for her popcorn chicken.
Ya bringing sexy back. (yeah right.)
:)
Try to figure this out and tell me xD
In Say Hang's ride. She and her popcorn chicken. T.T
Anna & Carol. (:

I recommend My Best Friend's Girl. Dane Cook & Kate Hudson. Dane cook and his hot bod. *drools*

It seems that Carol and I was seriously going gaga over Edward Cullen. Edward Cullen okay, ,not Robert Pattinson. He's so charming. And I want to watch Twilight again!

Please recommend me a good piece of eye liner which dont smudge.

I need to study, means less outings and less stoning infront of the laptop. Counting the days till UPS.

I might be going to KL for Christmas, IF AND ONLY IF my holidays are extended over the weekend. (:

I'm watching BOLT tonight with my momma and sis, and my mom is going for a two weeks break to Sabah. Back to her hometown, and i miss going back too. ): Might be planning to go down after my course okie tasha? love u.

*I cant help it but feeling cold sometimes.
*I miss being with you.
i want to put u in my pocket and carry u around.
rawrx.

Verythestereotype.

2008-12-06T08:03:00.000-08:00

Tonight was Golf Club Diraja's annievasary. Thats where my dad works at btw. I've been going to any events held there every time with yaya and nana but its been a long time since in this few years. brings back memories you know :P

O-kay, and so I met Roger Yow too who I didnt reply his text message. Owed him alot. And Jason just back from UK from his break. EVA! I saw your boyf too (: And Ashley and Vanessa. Ee ann's boyf too. Hang out with Wawa and Azureen. Saw Pei Jia too. And yadayaddadadada.

It was boring anyway. Crowded, i really dont fancy that. plus i hate my make up tonight. idk, i just prefer just using my old same black eyeliner.just eye liner,and thats it. but i gave my mom a chance to apply smthing different.

Photos :

Nana and Nad being really awkwardly romantic. coughs*
This is funny hahahaha.

Whats with the hot dog and whats with the banana,Nad? harhar.

Wawa.Me.Azureen.
Yaya.Me.Wawa.Azureen.
I am hereby like to point out that Yaya is shorter than me =D

=D
Cheesy.
Nana with my wedges.
You say it.

p/s: i love you.

im silly in many ways. and thats me.

If you could see me.

2008-12-06T02:06:00.001-08:00

The other day, when I was back in college, I found this in my right handside drawer.

A present like wrapped with newspaper. And says : its not a joke,open it, your birthday present from Lubby.
She wrapped it like four friggin thick of newspaper sheets.

And there it was, she says it suits me alot . its ohsoadorable.
Plus got mirror somemore! hahaha! Smile a BRIGHT smile. Cheesy quote. :p

p/s: thanks dear, tho my birthday was like a month ago. now i can bring it everywhere, anywhere, hahahahahha.

My results are out and it sucked badly. But i deserved it and I am grateful enough.

I think Robert Pattinson is superbly adorable in Twilight. The blonde hair, the red lips and the pale skin gets the character going. but he is no offense not even a slight of hotness in the red carpet. The character is the one who makes him irresistable so stop drooling over Robert, but you can drool over the character instead. Continuition of Twilight in 2010 :)

I'm starting to read novels again, to keep my day going. Currently on, If you could see me by Cecelia Ahern.

He says, no sweet food for me. He brought me to Baskin Robbins and then dont let me eat the icecream.

I alrdy miss Fizah now.But life's gotta get going.

I can make all kinds of cheesy faces and im not embarassed by it, trust me.

My eyes are red, and i dont know why :(

I'm eating tam tam now. hehe.

I have not been replying all my comments on ms,fs and fb. and also text mssges. no time.hm

I had facial today and i hate facials.

My toenails are red now and im loving it.

XOXO'S.

And I cant wait for christmas. hohoho.

Unanswered tags.

2008-12-06T00:58:00.000-08:00

Tagged num1 by Nadia.

1) Do u think you're hot?
-i'm not.

2) Upload your favourite picture of you!
-I dont have a favourite, so i randomly picked one. hehehe.
3) Why do you like that picture?
- Cos its really cheesy, and i am cheesy when i am sugarly hyperactive.

4) When the last time you ate pizza?
- i dont fancy pizza hut to be honest. so the last time was at Sherwood.

5) The last song you listened to?
-Awanband. Lubby's boy's band.

6) What are you doing now beside this?
-text messaging, viewing the photos of me & lubby using Fizah's webcam. LOL!

7) What name would you prefer besides yours?
-I have three names and I dont want another one okay? :p

People i tag :

1.Hadi. You better read this.
2.Lubby.
3.Ker Lee.
4.Alan.
5.Ryan.

8) Who is number 1?
- my bongok classmate.

9) Number 3 is having a relationship with?
-I dont know her guy but the photos show that they're really perfect for each oher. (:

10) Say something about number 5?
- He's my rainie(:

11) How about number 4?
- He's my lala. And he's funny.

12) Who is number 2?
- My classmate. One of the closest. She has a hot boyf. and she likes pink. iSH.

Tagged num2 by Caroline.

1.tag 4 person of your opposite gender
1.Obviously Ryan.
2.ALAN.
3.Hadi.
4.E Way.

2.why did you tag them?
I dont have much bloggers who are in the opposite gender in my list.

3.have you ever had any relationship with any of them?
E Way. During form1?

4.have you been anywhere with one of them alone?
Ryan & E Way.

5.who do you think is the most prettiest/handsome among them?
I am not gonna admit that o-kayyyyyyyyyy?? Drop it.:P

6.do you think all of them are worth your trust?
Ryan.

7.what do you think if you fall in love with any of them?
Nyahah.

8.how did you meet number 3?
He's my classmate dorh.:)

9.have you ever hug/kiss number 4?
Ya think?

10.do you think number 1 is cute?
Let him answer that for cha. Ryan ryan, are you cute? hahahahah so gay.

11.is number 2 sweet/charming?
Sweet. VERY sweet. From what I read on his blog lah.

12.turn on your music players and turn the playing mode to shuffle,list down each song that comes next for each of them.lay a comment for the song that comes for them

1) Ryan
Avril Lavigne.Contagious.
HAHAHA ARE YOU CONTAGIOUS?

2) Alan
David Archuleta.Angels.

3) Hadi
Katy Perry.Lost.

4)E Way
Leona Lewis.Yesterday.

Tag num3 by Caroline.

Instructions

**************************************************

Bold the statements that are true to you.
Italicize the statements that you wish were true.( green )
Leave the fibs alone.
Then, stab 5 people to do the same test.

**************************************************

I’m 170cm++ tall.
I don’t know what I want at the moment.
I’m not happy.
I hate my friends.
I hate my life.
I hate my grades.
He drives.
I’m bored of driving.
I have a white handbag.

I love dancing.
I go clubbing every week.
Shopping is bullshit.
I have a tattoo of a star !
I got my navel pierced.
I have friends that take drugs.
90% of my friends smoke.
I still hang out with my ex, even though our break up is rather nasty.

I am studying fashion.
I have a business running.
I hate cartoons.

I love chick flicks.

I hate someone.

I'm going out at least three times this week.
I have 10 Guess handbags.

I love my sister.
I buy CLEO every month.
My parents don’t know about my blog.
I have an iPod.
I don’t have faith in the current “one”.
My school mates know about my blog.
I wanted to be a fashion designer.

I love rock emo bands.
I hate it when people cancel last minute meet ups.
I’m a rebel.
I’m starting to ♥ wearing dresses.
I don’t believe in love.
High school’s filled with drama.
My parents have faith in me.
A blogger bitched about me before.

I have bought a pair of shoes this month.
I hate sports.
I heart Italian food.
I hate meeting new people.
I hate nail polish.
The mother bear gives me hugs.
People should start appreciating me.
High school was the worst time of my life.
I have red hair.
Mid Valley is my second home.

I have my own car.
I’m a guy.
I’m scared of my Biology exam.
I hate vacations.
We’ll last.
I believe in long distance relationships.
I’m going to get high and smoke weed one day soon.
I’ve robbed an old lady.
I’m starting to like applying make-up.
I was a tomboy.
At times I think I still am a tomboy.
I love bitching about people behind their backs.
I still have a best friend.
I have a cat.
I hate surprise parties.
I hate planning parties.
I’m hot. (xD)
I’m a sinner.

I like attention.
I’ve got a DS light.
I have a Wii.

I cannot live without music
Video games are a waste of time.
I miss the father bear.
I love being in love.
I know how to cook.
I have 100% freedom.
Boys are assholes.
I hate Math.

I love horror films.
I love my brother.
I’m happy with what I have.
I slept in my parents’ room for 3 days after watching Scream when I was a kid.
My old friends keep in touch with me.
I don’t read newspapers.
The news is such a waste of time.
Blogging is a waste of time.
I hate animals.

I've traveled to over 6 different countries.
I can’t live without make-up.

I'm satisfied.
I curse like a pirate.
I’m happy with my 11 year old car.
I hate people that are smart.
I love GREEN Apple Juice.
I can’t drink for nuts.
I’ve got a new phone.
I’m going to get a new pair of shoes by the end of this month.

I love swimming.
I haven’t worked out since March.
I think I’m fat.
I love my friends and family.

Tagging:
NATASHA SAMANTHA MILES, MY COUSIN.

Done.

Wake up call.

2008-12-05T02:43:00.000-08:00

Now try Hayden Panettiere

Why does everyone sound like Britney all of a sudden?(:

Reach out.

2008-11-30T00:15:00.000-08:00

Do you like the new Hilary ?=D

Im addicted to the sims! (:

2008-11-29T08:19:00.000-08:00

This is what me and him do while the baby drinks from the toilet bowl. Irresponsible parents. ish ish.

p/s: Carol I feel you x) hahaha!
p/s p/s : Im listening to Faber Drive - tongue tied now. Thanks Ryan for the songs. Love ya! (:
p/s p/s p/s : am i THAT pathetic? wakakkaka! xD
p/s p/s p/s p/s : dont mind the english k?

Why oh why?

2008-11-29T04:48:00.000-08:00

Today I broke my promise to her, cos I complained.
I'm tryinggg reallllllllllll harrrrddddddddddd toooo puuuttt thhattt eggooo siiddee offf meee awaaayyyyyy.. IIIIII dooonnnttt wannnnaaa rruuuiinnn eevrrrytthhiiinnggggggggg....Nottee thattt ii'lll ressiiisstt myyseellff frooommmm sttatttinngg sommetthiinngg neegaattiive toodayy okkayy.

But then, I resisted myself from saying anything . HEHEHE.
So, smile anna smile. Today is a great day. =D
She said, be thankful for the good things, and forget the bad things. She's right.
Today I was out with her. And also Ina,Mizah and Aleen. Today, I met Zul. Today, Doraemon texted me. Today finally I'll get to fill my phone up to 500 songs. Today, Karlisyle called me. Today, I was so independent that I went shopping at Cold Storage alone.And I bought strawberries. =)

And today, I got myself a new friend. (:

So damn cute. Stuff like these makes me happy so dont mind my collection. I still love you bongok. x)

See, so screw the bad thoughts, bad karma, the negative baddd naughty evil karmas..go away shoo shoo. Leave me alone, let me be happy with all the good thoughts. Go away you. hehhehehe =)

The guys behind were actually laughing at us for snapping too much. LMAO.

He answered the tag like this.

5 girls/guys you are currently liking:
girls.
1. Eliz
2. Amanda
3. Anna
4. Beth
5. Beefie

Isnt it all the same person? T.T

p/s: i hate ana for watching twilight without me. why does everyone watches the movie i want to watch the most? ish ish ish wanna find new partner to watch twilight and drool over the guy alrdy. x(*

My happy family (:

2008-11-28T10:32:00.000-08:00

I shall not start playing Sims again, I'll get very addicted.
But I did start a new family.
Thats me btw, tried making her look chubby like me. hehe.

Tomorrow, I shall study my Bio.
I shall decorate the tiny Christmas tree with Belle. I
shall collect my 2GB memory card and fill it up with Katy Perry's songs.
I shall stop swearing.
anyway, anyone want cheap memory card, contact me. (:

Time flies so slow when I want it to pass,
but it flies fast when I want it to stop right there.

I'm curious for you.

2008-11-28T03:27:00.000-08:00

HMPH! This week has been a really boring week.
Time flies so slow of a sudden. I've been daydreaming a lot, like you dont know me. I hate first classes early in the morning. And two lecturers commented on me that I am unlike myself. How am I suppose to avoid being bad mood in the morning? That is why even my mom don't wake me up in the morning. NYAHAH.
Anyway,the only thing that excites me this week is that finally, she's in love again. She's been liking the wrong guy all this time. The guy who were meant for here were always in the picture but she was blind enough to see it. He's been always behind her, watching her, like a guardian angel. He has been wanting to get to know her but he never did, cos faith would not let him. And plus everyone thought you and orenji were an item what. HAIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH IM SO HAPPY FOR YOU LA DEAR! (:
Second thing that actually excites me was that my 1.2K allowance for sem two is out. Equals to shopping! hahahaha.
But the thing that bothers me ryte now is my results will be in another four days. *crosses fingers*

After looking back at all the silly things I've done, I promised her, to be :
*the old strong and more positive me,and made me promise to speak out more often. Cos like she said, its not good to hide from the reality all the time.
*less selfish and egoistic. As in try to let my guards down for him.
*complain less. yeah we both promised the same thing hahahaha. But then , I couldnt forget Koi's stupid words, complain more, then you'll live longer. x) dont brainwash me!
*not to do things based on my mood. I am prone to mood swings.I do things according to what I feel, a.k.a selfish.

Its easier to say than you do.
Sometimes ppl tend to say, i'll always be there right by your side.
But saying it, doesnt proove that you're always by my side. People who meant it are people who listen to you, talk to you and help you up and down to solve the maze ,makes you feel comfortable and then once in a while check on you. Not the people who listen and then say, just forget about it okie? You've got me.
But then you never really play your role as in you're always be at my side,like you said. Asking someone to forget his/her problems would not help her,instead try your best to help. I'm not talking about nyone in particular,cos I've never really play my role sometimes too.
So, maybe everyone, you and me shall choose our words carefully next time.

Me and Joyce during lecture.
Anna : Eeee bao bei joyce! Lily : So geli la see you all.

His prop. Try pinching my cheeks.:)

*
*
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hmph miss u.why dont you have time for me nymore?

Where are you?

2008-11-22T10:55:00.000-08:00

Boy,

Make me your princess.

Love, the girl.

Bored bored.

2008-11-22T05:57:00.000-08:00

When home is too bored to bare with it anymore...

And when the mom gets too bored and joins in too...

What do you do when you're bored? Hmph.

I can barely speak now, massive flu. Dont feel like doing nything right now. Just wanna let the books and assignments remain undone and take two pills of paracetamol and just sleep till tomorrow morning.But im still good, just dont wanna fall sick. I cant afford to be unwell, too much things are still undone. Lucky class starts at 9am on Monday HEHE. :)
Right now, I dont have anything to blog about. No thoughts, and nothing to share. Just random things. FYI, my credits as low as 55 cents so dont expect me to reply for now. I've used rm350 of top up cards in just 3 months. I wonder, how did that happen when I dont text people much?

I'm happy today, just not the usual hyper me. Static and weak. hahahahhaa so pathetic la. shuddup anna shuddup :p

I'm gonna do some reseach for my english assignment now. Sing me a lullaby song :p

kuchi kuchi~

Save me.

2008-11-22T02:26:00.000-08:00

She tagged me. :)

The rules are:

1. You own a blog where you are going to post this to
2. You currently feel bored
3. You won't skip any question
4. You're Alive
5. You are going to send this to 5 friends to fill these up

Firstly describe the current you in 5 words:

1.Surviving. ~~Lack of love.~~ coughs* :p
2.Sick. :(
3.HAPPY. :)
4.Loved.
5.LAZY. HOMEWORKS. FCUKED UP.

Five things you love about life:
1.Loving family.
2.The best of friends.
3.To be loved.
4.I always get what I want.
5.Good food nyahah.

5 Famous people you'd love to meet:
1.Currently none.

5 Movies you love:
1.p/s i love you.
2.The Dark Knight.
3.My Sassy Girl.
4.American Pie. how could i not ever leave this out? :p
5.MADAGASCAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

5 professions you'd love to have:
1.Veterinarian.
2.Make up artist.
3.Actress.
4.Fashion designer like Kimora who owned Baby Phat.
5.Sexologist. x) Kidding nia.

5 Best Authors:
1.None. I read randomly.No favourite.

5 Inspirations:
1.My momma =)
2.People who failed and rised.
3.People who went through shyts but do not complain.
4.Books. Quotes. God.
5.Friends.

5 Favourite stuff:
1.My pillow!
2.My bongok :)
3.My gadgets, that includes my hp,lappie,ipod & tamagotchi.
4.Eyeliners. cant live without them.
5.Everything that I owned obviously.

5 things you hate:
1.People waking me up for nothing.
2.Being left out.Being rejected.Being let down.Dissapointing others.
3.To be lectured.
4.Crowded places.
5.Working long hours.

5 favourite places:
1.Home.
2.The beach =)
3.The last place where we've hang out with Paarma.
4.June's house hehe.
5.MCdonalds.

5 girls/guys you are currently liking:

guys.

1.Capik.
2.Hare.
3.Ryan.
4.Hafidz.
5.Andrew, i think he has a great personality. LOL.

girls.

1.Lubby! =) Sayang her so much!
2.Ana & Ivink.
3.Abid. :)
4.Caroline. my baby.
5.Karlisyle.

5 Favourite people to chat with:
1.Capik.
2.Hare.
3.Hafidz.
4.Ryan.
5.Kye Min. He makes the silliest jokes ever, clown x)

5 things you wana improve more about yourself:
1.Be more confident. Stop having stage frights! AH.
2.Express myself.
3.Solve, but not ignore the problems.
4.Not to be selfish and egoistic.
5.Try to put myself in others shoes.

5 Things you would take to a desserted Island:
1.Him.
2.My hp. no coverage.
3.FOOD.
4.Pillow.
5.Mirror.
*im crappin*

5 places you wana visit:
1.Paris.
2.Greenland =)
3.Japan.

5 Things you really want:
1.A big teddy!
2.That green camera. Daddy? =/
3.Clothes. Babydoll tops.
4.A belly piercing.
5.Another bag.

5 Songs that make you cry the most:
1.Avril's.

5 Most fashionable friends according to you:
HAHAHAHA CAROL NAMED ME. BANGGA SIAL.
1.Caroline. cos we have the same taste in fashion.
2.and nyone who has good fashion sense.

5 people you love the most:
1.Family.
2.Friends.
3.Baby syg.
4.God.
5.You name it.

5 impossible dreams:
Ntg is impossible. Even if i were to dream to marry Brad Pitt. :p

5 Dreams in the future:
1.Rich.
2.A loving husband. HAHAHHAHA
3.A carrier.
4.Saving stray animals.
5.Travel!

now send this to 5 people:
1.Karlisyle.
2.Andrew.
3.Lubby.
4.Ryan.
5.May Jean.

SAVE ME FROM MYSELF.

p/s: No credit. Sorry for not replying.
p/s p/s : Sick hmph.
p/s p/s p/s: I realised that I cant afford to drink too much again. Way too much details.Way too much. Thing got out of hand but at the same time, its been a long time since i express myself.
p/s again : you dont have to understand the 3 p/s. blek.

Today I had salad, at Bayleaf. I know he hates it. hahaha. I'm going to enjoy my tomyum later. Sorry carol, i know you've been craving for tomyum. :p Today I watched Madagascar, finally. And even giraffes is better than all of you guys. haha thats how you love someone. He remembered all the little things.
My nostrils are alrdy sore. hahahahahaah. x)

Thu thick and thin.

2008-11-21T09:51:00.000-08:00

Hey everyone (:
I'm pretty stoned now . But today, I've realised so many things and learnt and understand things from the guy best friend. Sometimes its better to talk to a guy, than a girl in some matters. Cos a guy's point of view is totally different from a a girl's kind of view. Lubby said it before, girls are also a girl's enemies. Its better to talk to a guy sometimes ( not most of the times okie? ) , cos they will pretty listen to everything without asking you to chill. And today, i've understand life better. I've learnt that when you love someone, you will do just anything for them, although its against something cos love blinds it all. I've also learnt that needing someone to be with you now is totally different than needing someone to be with you forever. Second, sometimes people that went through thick and thin are much wiser than those who hasn't done anything.Even if you do the worst thing in life, but at least you went through it, and then you'll know the bad and good about it, and then you can share your thoughts to others, RATHER than not knowing anything and then say things that may offend people. Sometimes you dont have to talk bout things that you've never done. Cos when you're through it , then you'll know how it feels.

Look, I know most of you may think of him in such ways. But he is not bad in the other side. I know that my guy best friend is annoying and irritating. But, only me can know the other side of him. You just have to know him better. And also vice versa. I am defending him in such way, cos I understand him and plus, the most important is that he understands part of me alot. I mean, in this kind of situation lar, i didnt mean to say that you others aren't that important.

I'm pretty opened to any conversations at all, but if and if only you made me comfortable by trusting me in that way. And he made feel that way. And so as others, and I dont have to list them out cos you know who you are dears.

Today is Friday. Sick and exhausted. But I was at Hare's house with his bro and his cousin. Just talking and listening than arguing bout stuff that was actually doesnt made sense but made sense in other ways also. Idk. hahaha. But we had bbq, where his bro made the perfect salad. =D And Hare put way too much garlic in his garlic bread. YUCK YUCK! X)

But thanks for listening. I wish others can know the other side of me too. :)
HEHEHEEHE PLUS I'M PRETTY GOOD IN PLAYING FOOTBALL RYTE ? :p

p/s : Good Luck Ryan for tmrow's test :) i missed you,alan,km,chris,fs.
p/s/p/s: Congrates Justin =D
p/s p/s/p/s : I am willing to let my guards down for you. I am willing to go through everything. But do you feel the same too? Cos I am starting to feel that Im the only one that is trying way too hard....

Things I just have to say (:

2008-11-17T18:17:00.004-08:00

We need someone to love us for who we are,
We need someone to care for us, to pamper us,
We want someone to hear us out.
We want someone to listen to us, our stories, our dreams,
and give your ideas ,responses, and opinions,
We also want you to tell us stories, your dreams,
inspire us, humor us,make us laugh,
We want you to laugh at our stories, our jokes,
eventhough it actually bores you,
eventhough it is not funny,
and we actually really want to hear more from you,
cos it makes us feel important in your life.

Sometimes if we ask, hey do you love me,
it doesnt mean that we're insecure,
we just feel happy to hear you say you do. (:
Sometimes when we complain too much,
it doesnt mean we are demanding,
we just do.
Sometimes we want the attention,
so bare with us if we whine too much,
but we do that because,
you're the only one that we want to pamper with.
Sometimes we talk about other guys,
but you should really know that,
when we say that we really love you, then we REALLY do,
and that no one else can replace you.
Sometimes when you talk about girls,
we are jealous,
but we don't mind,
we actually want to know more,
it makes feel that you trust us.
Sometimes when we make you jealous,
we WANT you to be jealous,
cos we want you to know how much we meant to you.
And also, don't be too jealous,
cos jealousy destroys everything.
Sometimes when we cry,
and then we ask you to leave us alone,
we actually don't mean it,
we actually want you to be there when we're down,
so just give us a little time to chill, and just don't leave us alone.
When we lose our confidence, we need you to inspire us.
Sometimes when we argue with you,
and when things are okay,
and you asked, are you really okay?
And we replied, yes I am,
but actually we are not,
we need time to heal, we need time to regain that strength.
When we do something for you, we don't expect for anything in return,
just a simple thank you will make us feel really happy (:
When we talk, we want you to look into our eyes,
we want you to pay attention to us,
and also vice versa,
cos every little thing counts.
When we talk, and then something else comes up,
don't leave us hanging on when we are not done talking.
When we are happy, we want you to be happy too.
And when you are happy, we really do feel happy for you too.

We love to give and take,
We love to give, so don't hesitate to take,
and we also love to receive, so suprise us,
we love that. (:

We love receiving suprise messages,
do drop us messages like,
hey i'm thinking about you now,
hey i've been missing you,
it would make you even more irresistable.

Is too much to ask?
Are we demanding too much?
We actually don't mind the flaws you have,
and we don't expect you to be perfect like we always want a guy to be,
when we say we love you, we are willing to accept all the flaws you have,
and we absolutely love you,
when you read this,
and then you don't say,
I think I've not done much for her, I don't deserve her,
but instead ,
say,
I'll try...

I am 'we'

p/s: I'm exhausted. I've been working a lot lately, assignments and homeworks. Truckloads of them. HAISH!

During gap.

2008-11-17T18:17:00.000-08:00

0-KAY!
Having gap now since 9am since our English lecturer did not enter the class,like usual, no offense. But okay pe, can spend time with my lubby!!! :P

Meet my lubby. Taken, by me.

Pretty shot of us. (:

My hair is the shyt. hahahahaha. candid shot. x)

Sober. reading her blog. x)

p/s: Lubby busy singing jek beside me. M'capap! Da la mengelamun now. hahahah.

Guess we should have gaps more often nyahah!

Heaven!

2008-11-15T23:42:00.000-08:00

................When I just wanted to cut down on my sugar, I found this :

PRETTY PRETTY CUPCAKES!!
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But nah, they're not as good as me and my mom's homebaked cupcakes.
Hmmph.

P/S: I should get myself studying now. My maths sucks. ):